i think this album here is all fire everysingle track is great just wanted to say that idk its gravehouse btw if you dont know sem and ghost
i think this album here is all fire everysingle track is great just wanted to say that idk its gravehouse btw if you dont know sem and ghost
so i am 12 thriteen in june right and i got took out of school beacuse the bus driver called on my brother beacuse he had a nerf gun it didnt look realistic at all if your wondering prob not but what ever that was in fith grade i really dont know tbh whatever grade a 12 year old is supposed to be in and i havent been to school since then and even when i was in school anyways i didnt really pay attention which was on me of course i sucked ass at math still cant grasp it tryed to do that homeschool shit in the beggining but back then i jsut avvoided it beacuse i hated it but now i really know what i fucked up im and adult in five years my life is fucked just beacuse i didnt want to do work when i was 10 it really didnt register with me at that time that if i didnt do that i basically secured my spot on the streets meaning homeless not that gang shit i really dont know what im gonna do now its really killing me from the inside would be happy or content with a normal life but i know its never gonna happen parents get upset all the time its a mess i always liked the rainy days and the dark for whatever reason i couldnt tell honestly i know this is all so random but just stick with me here if you want to just gooning and chating with bots on polly and playing games all day beacuse might aswell get the most out of this right:< im so fucked up genuinely
so this is about some of the punishments parent subude their children to and i always had an opinion on this that wasnt really common atleast to my knowledge so here is where i will vent it i never got why parents hit their kids im not saying dont do it but if a little kid does something you dislike and you just act off of emotions and hit him thats so immature if you can convey your point to them in any other way you have to hit them really but if they do something really wrong yea go the fuck for it but dont over do it which is see alot i here an audio and or see a video of a child getting beat at that point its abuse and i see so many people saying oh its just charactor develpment yea your children are gonna develup to dislike you if you hurt them like that and i see so many people sometimes justify that they so oh if i went through it my kids have to yea no that shouldnt be how it works your just a bad parent. i could never abuse my own child like that assuming i have one which lets be honest wont happen the counter argument for people who do that to their kids goes a little like this'you dont have kids so you dont know' i shouldnt have to have kids to make a choice that im not gonna fucking abuse them. my dad hit me chocked me under his arm and said im talking so i can breath he did that a few times actually that was years ago yet i still remember he hit mom was a drunk not anymore but yea did shit in school as i said i really have no clue how good or bad i did except this one time i saw loke c's and d's on my report card which was a while ago so i dont even know if im rememebering it correctly at all plus i didnt think they cared abt my grades which is horrible making me develop into the fucking roach i am roach as in useless nuisance i was bad in school dont get me wrong im not trying to justify it but was it really my fault considering that all people who grow up in places take certain things from their surrounding lived with roached and mice fun isnt it not anymore though im in a new house which im currently writing all of this in if your in this far love you bro......
im so sad just a pathetic loser i think of ending it pretty much everday but i would never ever do it of course so dont think that not that you were tho.....im also not doing this for attention i just want to vent i miss the days where i was oblivous to all of the shit going on i really do i miss my old house alot and everything surrounding in i lived their my entire life it was a great area but now i live in boring rantoul i grew up on 30 bellofontaine st champaign illinoi the white/gray house with the window facing the driveway im fucking crying rn thinking abt it holy shit
i never really got why or how people called their parters bitches or ho's thats so disrespectfull and everything why would i call my love my woman a bitch which we all know is a common degrading term used against women smh well that needs to stop i hate how that is so normalized in todays world knowing that women deserve respect to and blatant sexism i see vids that are like women get raped then there are dudes in the comments 'guys do to' yes guys get raped but look at the fucking stats women get raped way more than men im also not trying to discredit any victims im just saying it happens more towards women and society really needs to find a fix for those types of crimes they really have been going on for thousands of years of course how do you think it became a crime and that means someone kept doing it.....well thats it for now gonna try and polish the site a bit but this is what it looks like for now if you like it yay i did well but if you dont sorry.
so i had another drean i was in this building right went outside was also with my little brother btw so i went outside it was blue hour and i saw just some deers aproached it and talking to it idk but then fast foward a bit i really dont know what happned after that but i was in my bed cuddling somebody um blonde hair and i felt preasure on like my upper ankle and also my bad for not updating the site in a while if somebody even reads ts prolly not not but if you did thanks i have 170 site veiws i have no idea if they actually red everything but even if they only red one paragrahp thats still nice beacuse i did type a pretty sizeable amount of text i dont really expect anyone to read this all in one sitting for that matter but i do like reading well me personally its nice but yea that was it im gonna try and learn how to dream for longer and like evrytime every night because its really also i started both of my paragraphs with a so the last time well the one above this one pretty nifty isnt it alr bye for now on another completley unrealted note i lowkey been gooning to animals ANIMATED DRAWINGS not fucking real ones alright folded under no preasure yea i know
so this is a topic im pretty like lets say iffy abt alright so an argument i always see is if there wasnt anything how did the big bang happen they say something cant come from nothing besides god completley breaking basic logic who made his parents then their parents so on and so fouth no the big bang didnt come from nothing we there was something we just dont know that and thats why this god exist in the first place to try and explain fill that void we all have for the ignorant human and when i say god i mean everysingle one not just jesus i mean buhda and shit like that also btw muhhmed or whatever his name is i think they are the same but im not one hundred percent sure, well that was fun its so satifying seeing these words and shit in the code fucking container whatever you call this nifty contraption and also what ads to this is being able to see you proggres after like typing then going to the site and reading over everything to make sure you didnt make retarded mistakes if some of the shit i wright doesnt make sense my bad but why cant god like micro manage pain you know like everyone stubs their toe or bumps their hand arm or head on the wall does this all knwoing and power full being have to kill children and start wars just beacuse he cant use hit divine brain a little fucking more isnt that a little weird that all the suffering in the world is gods plan and justifyed beacuse of a book written by obviously people from a long time ago clearly making up a story when back then right there were so many miscunseptions back then in the world yet lets just belive them like that butt wait a little here me out im not cooking here i burned the entire house down i lowkey just want to rant then i saw this one person that said yea the bible is legit beacuse multiple people wrote it dude are you fucking saying that beacuse multiple people did something its true look at those ass japanese weight loss shit scams multiple people used them that doesnt mean there fucking true or actually real does the deciscion that something is real make it real sometimes of group maniftestion going on or am i mising something maybe im missing something most likely but im gonna continue watching joe bart maybe hit the hay aka go the hell to sleep its suppsoed to rain and thunder tommorow which if you red my previous writing fuck i think i misspeled writing like multiple times but i cant find them well to bad but on that same note i love the rain its so calming and shit even when its coming down hard it just looks so nice out sleep tight everyone
i have been playing the oblvion remaster for a bit now got it like two or three days ago its pretty fun tbh wish i was reborn as a house cat i get free shit and just can sleep all day and be pat maybe find a mate that woiuld be so nice but no im a human:< but aside from that im really jeolous of kids who live normal lives go to school everday maybe getting b's or b- but at the end of they day they are gonna pass and get a diploma and live normal lives but no not me im just a ticking time bomb who wants to hire an uneducated scroungrel not anyone sure as hell wouldnt hire myself ngl but i try but thats just cope i try and then while im trying i think a little harder thne i realise its all cope nothing good will happen or come to me im really not trying to have a victim complex here but thats what i really think...... then i see them complain abt school and i get it when i was in school last time that was like i was in fith grade im 12 now thirteen in june but i took that for granted so much i didnt like it but i think more kids really need to understand that free education is a privledge its so helpfull to the citizens of the US btw i cappitilizedthe us beacuse i dont want you to think im talking about us as in we you know but aside from that parents/gurdians and teachers really need to comunicate to students how great school is all this writing i do is just coping btw and maybe some people see this that would be nice
nice photo isnt it the blaring car alarm added to it also i know i doxxed myself but whatever its all foggy you can see it better irl tho its blue in person a bit this world can be so beautiful and pretty yet so fucked up all at the same time 24/7 365 cherish your life....... the black and blue may be a little obnoxious but its easy on my eyes and looks cool alright now its been a few days and iv been thinking no matter what i do i cant have a normal life am i deppresed no i dont think but im not happy so its been a few days since i last written something its sunday 11:59 tommorow i have to go to my dads trailer beacause we cant be home beacuse the maitnence guys were coming over so mom told me dad told us to bring a school book which is crazy beacuse they already ruined my entire life i cant catch they were to busy drinking and hiting us when we were little to actually care abt my grades now they suddenly want to care its crazy honestly i hate going there beacuse its just boring plus i have to do that fuckass work book knowing my life is already ruined....... just gonna wait five years till im an adult go homeless probaly die somehow or kill myself probaly not buts its a possobility i would never i dont think i would kill to have a normal life i dont really think i can reinforce that enough i just imagine me going to school getting like average grades graduating then after that i get a little job small apartment maybe a bike or car but thats never gonna happen and i hate it i know their are other kids with way worse lifes than me for sure, i just want to vent here alr im back it wasnt as bad as i though it was gonna be lowke whenever i think of it i just get an overwelming feeling of dispair its a weird feeling for sure< i take back what i said abt the oblvion remaster the game is fucking shit/p>
fucking hurts to think about like i mean it i dont see any future for myself at least a good/half decent one uh been playing bo3 its fun as hell ngl this site neocities is really nifty honestly sematary is so tuff and goated tbh and all the haunted mound boys alright now its been like idk a bit so illl give the run down alright so we moved a while ago right to a new home and this was what i was scared of my mom decided to bring a fuck ton of her old clothes and things which had roaches ontop of the car and they werent showing up for a while with me only seeing them in the upstairs bathroom every so often and walls but now i see so fucking many in the bathroom and one in the godam kitchen now and in this food i saw on the counter and like with everything mom is gonna act like she doesnt see them knowing this was her fault in the first place and her and dad were the ones her actually ruined my life in the first fucking place now its even worse i wont be a able to live in peace now not like i had any in the first place but it was kinda alright but now its fucking ass and god forbid you try and eat fucking healthy in this house because you cant we only have junk here no actuall meals can be made that dont clog my fucking arteries and she isnt making it any better im not an expert in the ways of shopping but i think i can actually get things that wont subract months from my lifespan um the site veiws have been slowing down for a while now but me personally i cant really blame them beacuse this is a loweffort thing i just wright in but yea thats besides the point but yea the dishes are stacking up and my brother wont do them yea just pin them on me like my life isnt already fucking ruined in the first place good fucking job that little piece of shit i dont want to kill myself neither do i want to keep living like this but i have no choice is this sometype of forced loop of suffering sure is its turning day rn maybe ill be brave enough one day to sneak out and just walk around that would be fun and the most intresting good part of my year i dont know why all of these thoughs are rushign towards me knowing i didnt have these at the old house at least the bad ones like the impending doom and all that but yea i really loved that house made every memory good and bad god i really want to have a partner some day girlfriend or boyfriend i dont know but i do bro is it ever actually gonna happen or am i just stuck here helplessly and forever alone what the hell am i saying bro i just jacked off to trans woman not even thirty fucking minutes ago lol yo im might make another link that redirects to another like site like this but its mine and ill make it like a whole different vibe thoguh but i have to learn way more abt css and html ill find some more tut's(standing for tutorial)on this and shit
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